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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
to my lesbian partner dear you, its been long since i read ur blog,reason- im afraid u mite sae hw horrible i am. but i did read it some hw. u sae: rewind and look back hw we were back. u sae i chg, i did my own reflection, i admit it i change and u should noe y...u were there when it all happen u noe abt it. My frens bastard me. People whom i trusted and considered my good frens, dissed me off. end up i have no frens to be with. at that point was indeed my lowest point and hit rock bottom. Even ur frens sae that i wasnt myself, i was quiet. All that happen and u were there for me and i was so glad. My perspective of looking who my real frens are no loonger there. i withdrew myself. I have to thank u coz without u there will be no me n larry. i owe u. u sae that im nw close wif one of the exco members*nt larry. 3 of us r close remember? wen she was given a task she wasnt sure n she ask me for help and i did, yes we do talk and joke ard like hw both of us did except ours more discusting and r-rated. Well nt only u sae that im close to her, larry sae so too. i was shocked. but i kept quiet. wen u sae dat nw we both together alwaes both of us felt so bad coz we neber intended to and in fact we try to find possible wae to ask u join us along and even trying to distant ourselves. but the fact is that larry is close to her coz he treat her like his lil sis and im alwaes beside him. sometyme they were the one talking nt me. And being ur lesbian partner i was hurt. Especially when i c u close with other exco members. i notice it to but i dun blame u for treating me this wae. but it hurt when i smile at u and talking to u..and u juz dun even smile back or try to ignored me. i try to start a conversation with u and u juz dun wanna respond it hurts u noe dat. n during the event i smile at u couple of tyme and u juz either smile weakly at me or ignore..im trying u noe..but that is all i get. i alwaes tell larry y r u treating me like these? and he sae that its juz u...but i noe u better. beside u were the only one i can talk crap and shit too. and u noe my personal probs. wen i get the msg that u send me..after reading it i cried and breakdown coz that was tha last i would think of. i was too sad and cried that wen lary ask me wats wrong i juz keep on crying..i told him i never expect this coming from u..i told him u were one of my closest frens in sch...i dun like my frens aft wat they did and i wish i could rant out to u. i really miss u. i want us to be like hw we use to..im making effort. yes, im jealouse that u have good frens ard u . i dun and frens that i noe can be a big bitch. So.....i wanna us be hw we used to be. love, ur lesbian partner |
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