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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Hey Ho Yay Yo Went out wif the gf!!!!! The best dae!!! Meet seri to acc me to taka N we walk n walk till our legs were in pain Then half wae met seri worst enemy hahaha Aft tt met putri, seri's fren who bought me n seri drinks..thnks eh putri Soon aft tt we met ajul..their frens... N head to sgh to pick Shikin from werk n eat... Aft tt we head to central...we walk ok! wah..on the wae there we were all complaining on hot the weather is.... We took more pics n head home      Looking at shikin's new hp...seri..next ur turn     Xoxo FarahDiva so Art that we went Out Too colourful Too wild Too Intresting Colourful, wild, interesting artwork       XoXo FarahDiva Tuesday, May 26, 2009
200th post n this? I thought of putting happy words n pictures to commemorate my 200th post. But u noe wat i decided nt too. To whom it may concerned Im sorry that u had to go thru wif all those shits Im sorry for myself too But I guess i took everything by a pinch of salt and able to continue with my social life U cant accept it Just becoz u cannt accept tt i had moved on u dun have to be so bloody fucking sarcastic Oh by the way Congrats u did hurt me once more I sank much lower now To the fact tt U dun noe what i had been thru Here u r saying how do i do it n i shld teach u Thanks for being so insensitive TT was the last thing i would want to hear U cant make me feel the same wae as u feel OR Reacted as how u reacted N with whom i shld be wif or nt Too bad im able to face e situation n e problems n continue living While u...no point saying it coz u will sae tt i dunno u to well Maybe i dun n u dunnoe me well either The only sentences u kept on saying was I wish u were more smarter Y? Coz i made a mistake? Coz i fall to a trap? U said all these n being so oblivious How dare u Im human damn it Human cant make mistake? n here u r saying Next time u made your own decision hello!! I had alwaes been making one since when did i asked u to decide for me I noe u alwaes want e best for me But i GOT my own life U r nice person Really U r But ur WORDS is just painful N y is tt? Ur reason being so direct Well i think u r being INSENSITIVE again But still i alwaes think tt u r a truly nicest person i had ever met I tried nt to think abt wat u said Coz im cool abt it But It pisses me off nt to think abt it U said it urself tt u r a loner Too bad im nt I need to ppl i need someone So dun blame me for goin out n meet new ppl The word VULNERABLE is hw u describe me all e time LOL I had a fantastic life, full of surprises n all i want to do was to share wif someone /ppl i gt frens who pee sitting n standing n all u wif r frens peeing standing so too bad again...try to mix more..oh wait u dun want to hear tt rite..pls! U noe ur words had alwaes been pulling me down ALWAES When i thought tt for once im back on my 2 feet n to talk to u U just push me down to e floor again WOW ur words r strong i guess U wouldnt want to listen to my explanation N there is nthg i can do U were so angry Do u realise tt u dun have to be Coz u no longer had anything to do wif me Concerned? I dun think u make tt clear coz all u do was to bash me me up wif ur words How i handle my problems n situations n how u do it r diff Im sorry tt u were miserable But do u noe its harder to go against ur misery n said tt its ok n put out a smile? i guess nt Next time dun asked me questions that u cannot handle Coz e results r e above I asked u some questions How do i react? Did i said some shits? no. OR Next time think b4 questioning me Im thinking there will be none of u anymore but i cant coz u had been some part of my life as well as other ppl who had affected me in every possible wae To u, Cheers have a good life oh ya u been a fool? Ouch it hurt me again u woke up? well i woke up earlier than u so cant blame me for moving on heartless? i will sae ur ego is bigger painful rite? Tts hw i feel twice more Anw no hard feeling coz i still n will think abt u n wat u put me thru we r still frens anw..so we r cool Friday, May 22, 2009
my 199th post n guess wat OMG!!!!!!!! My sisters r freaking out when i told em what had happened to ME!!! i told gf seri when she called n she freaked out too.. 1st n foremost i had no discrimination or being disrespectful to anyone ok..its just my UNPLEASANT experienced tt i had encountered. Ok so i was on tagged n suddenly someone send me pm n i checked it a women want to b my fren n she is 34 n i saw her pic...n i was like thinking..wow she could be a model or air stewardess..anyway i dun usually give out my msn add to ppl even some of my frens till nw dun even have my msn add... So i was thinking since she is a female age 34 so i was thinking no harm abt giving her my msn add...so she add me n was keen on chatting wif me eventhou i told her wasnt...since i had already made frens wif her mite as well chat for awhile... So i asked her if she was mixed n she said she was Chinese n used to be an air stewardess...n thruout our chatting she kept on EMPHASISING on : U dun mind chatting wif a women rite? n keep on repeating it..n i told her i dun mind..i wasnt thinking abt anything at all..she den said: u dun mind chatting wif a 34yr old women rite? i was like ya..im started to get irritated. Den she asked if i was single n all tt n started to asked personal questions....out of sudden she wanted to webcam wif me!! i was like hell no man!!! i was shocked n declined it quickly...but she keep on forcing me n tried to chg e subject.... We talked abt clothes n stuffs n she asked if i like to wear skirt or legging n e questions is so disgusting..n i started to think if im talking to a male or female..n suddenly she talked abt the private parts!!!! i was like r u freaking kidding me!!! i ignored her.... Still she doesnt want to give up and asked if i wanna sae hi over the phone n i was like ???? yes ppl question marks over my head... I try to decline in the best possible...she den started to get angry n reply back: is it like a mountain for u to climb over just to sae hi at me?? I was like FUCK MAN..wat is wrong wif her n asked me to called her instead....thnk god my msn just went off like tt.. *i had deleted her contact..phew * so i told my sisters tt n they sae tt women is lesbian n tryin to get to noe me...n they said it was so obvious..esp when she keep on askin if i dun mind to talkin to a women n started to talk abt private parts n what i like to wear.... OR it could be a guy.... *whatever it is I AM FUCKING TRAUMATISED...i just tot this women is being friendly n dun mind being friends esp if u noe tt she is 34 yr n probly CAN THINK MATUREDLY .... XOXO FarahDiva Thursday, May 21, 2009
Talking all nite long!!! Yesterdae while browsing thru some blogs- as usual....susu called n we talked till my house phone batt was flat!!! we talked abt facebook+tagged+voguelicious( she gt a major crush on one of em!! haha) we talked while both of us were bz using e comp...... Aft tt few min later i called seri n we talked n talked...ok seri its nt ur fault its tt stupid security guy ok....dun be sad think abt wigbert ok!!! hahaha..suke tk???!!!! Yesterdae when i heard her voice she sounded super sad n she told me wat happened over at her werk place....but then she cheered up when she talked abt wigbert!! oh pls!! oh tidakkan!!! hehe n also ajul...omg talking abt her fren i was so touched tt the brothers was sooo close!! sweet rite...ok seri do ur job!!! ape lg..pergi lah matair ngan die hehe Alrite im basically talking nonsense!!! n kris won! XOXO FarahDiva Karl Lagerfeld!! Karl Lagerfeld!! Karl Lagerfeld!! I saw emma watson pics taken by legendary Karl lagerfeld i was like tt girl is super lucky!! who wouldnt want their pics taken by him...design lux labels-channel n fendi!! n acclaimed photographer.... anw below r some of photograph by him..      XOXO FarahDiva Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Update Guess wat..my parents got home n bought for my sisters chicken rice n for me.......MEE KUAH!!! aww so sweet...i guess they still love me..DUH! k im like 4 posts away till my 2oo post entry * anw rite nw ge gerl is making mango ice blended!!! oh yeah!!!!! * my dad had encountered something tt all straight guys afraid of!!!! it involved holding hands... Heated argument Yup i had some argument wif mummy... After the argument she left wif my dad leaving me alone at home.. Reason: Becoz she said tt i dunno how to do hang the clothes aft laundry..weird rite? we actually had argument over this. I just kept quiet while she ranting out abt hw bad i was and Comparing me wif my sisters...(ok i gettit seeing me at home jus make u angry)...but cmon i did house chores even when i bring tt facts up she said tt i did nt do it sincerely..OMG!! this is like some weird comedy family argument...this lasted out like 10 min while i was looking at some blogs....i dunno while suddenly she so angry at me for...i noe tt my hanging-the-clothes thingy r nt to her standard but she just blasted everything out...man seriously mothers can sae some hurtful words to u too ok..nt jus us the children!!! anw...well she somehw manage to bring in some other stuffs like me jamming the printer by pulling up the paper!! like..r u seriously kidding me?! i had to explained to her tt e printer gt jammed due to the paper tt is y i had to pulled it out...alrite i gt pissed off so eventually i sorta blasted back at her... We were like some debate team n i wanna win! I told her tt enough is enough n dun need to hear all this animore...i noe i was so mean...but pls! Anw nw i felt so bad :( its nt e 1st time we argue..ps dun tell em u dun ever argue wif ur parents) so i fold clothes to show her tt i really sincere doin the house chores without her tellin me..ok lookin back at e sentences is kinda funny..fold clothes to make ur mum happy..haha..hey! but in my family it does ok...i think i posted b4 last yr or so tt i wld get super duper paranoid whenever my mum angry n e words tt she sae coz i believe tt whatever words come out frm ur mum r gonna happen bcoz ur mum words r powerful...i was told by my dad when i was lik 4 yrs old n i believe it!! so tt is y i hate to make my mum angry i'll be so uncomfortable...alrite...i guess im gonna irritate my sisters for awhile b4 watchin tv.. Mummy+baba if u ever thought of scolding us.... cmon look at us..so cute!! still wanna get angry ar....hahaha xoxo FarahDiva   Sunday, May 17, 2009
Can i have ice cream+coke+pepsi+akhbar+susu meal? Just to meet susu i had A LOT of miscommunication wif her and end up i had to drop to a bus stop to wait for her b4 we can go n meet akhbar. THEN both of us took a WRONG BUS...weird thing is tt we saw 165 bus n somehw we r in 166 bus SOOOOOO we have to WALK all the wae to e bus stop where akhbar waiting for us. While in the bus, all of us were hungry so we went to adam rd to eat 1st...as usual i ordered MEE KUAH yum2....aft tt e 3 of us were so bloated to have our ice cream tt we decided to walk ard the area. Soon aft we were at the serene centre ordering our ice cream!!!! I tell u i was near to tears man!!!! so damn happy to have my double scoop of reverse O....i keep on tellin e both of em hw much i love ice cream till we reach BOTANIC GARDEN!! haha...actually the place was super pack n we have no place to sit so i brought em to botanical garden...over there both me n susu took pics while akhbar enjoy his float....wah super miss my susu..keep on hugging n holding her hand(sound so wrong lah but cant help it!!) A lot of catch was done for both of us....abt our classmates....pharell william....boys.....bird attacking...my skirt prob which keep on turning to wrong side....i know all of these were so random... Alrite gotta sleep....it is killing me haiz im struggling emailing pics n it took me over 2 hrs jus to send to 2 ppl..guess gotta send some 2mr..... Grad! Grad! Some random pics during grad....            XOXO FarahDiva Saturday, May 16, 2009
Short notice Just came back from kenduri arwah seratus hari for my late great grandma...so basically i am super exhausted. Yesterdae somehw i slept super duper early ard 6.30+pm!!!! Jus felt sleepy n tired frm thurs grad i guess lol.... Anw I am so happy that im able contact my long lost fren from sec sch!!! We plan to have some outing wif the same clique back in sec sch!!! cant wait for that....mages+siti+mylene+susu holla at u girls!!! No pics for nw...n will email the pics 2mr latest by mon OK! nw too tired already At the grad...so excited to meet SIN WEE!!! i miss her so much..we cant talk much as both of us were rushing off...she keep on saying" I need to update u!!! n enrolled back to sch tgt lah!!" so funny!!! Then i meet DOREEN!! i simply love her attitude....heck care type...she gt her tongue n belly button piercing!!! i quickly asked her to quote me the price haha.... Followed by...WAWA!!!! she look so sweet in PINK!!!! n she is still as cute n adorable as ever... Den i bumped onto SUNARTI!!!!! miss her!!! n NATALIE!!!! n DENISE!!!!! congrats natalie for being the top student for our course..chey chey!! NNNNNNN of course my 3 BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL GORGEOUS GFS!!! : DILA, SHIKIN n SERI!!! at last able to meet u guys!!! i didnt waste any more time i juz hug them!!!!!!! so long didnt meet them!!! both seri n shikin wore black n dila wore blue/turquoise dress..n all 3 of em bought blazers...macam dah planned gitu..hehe...oh ya we have to wait for dila like more than 20 min before we can go off to dover....thanks eh! hehe *2mr gonna meet my bestie susu!! she kept on calling me askin me when we can go out tgt...since last week..the thing is whenever im free she is not n vice-versa..lol...so 2mr gonna meet her at chill for awhile...probably late aftnoon n have some ice-cream.. XoXO FarahDiva Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Get over this symptoms Update: 1. Both adek n ge-gerl is recovering 2. Sadly both my parents r still sick they been sleeping like ard 7pm+ :( 3. This sickness thingy is driving me crazy coz i feel so bored and there is nthg i can do abt it 4. Been using and staring at the comp n im goin nuts!!!! 5. Sin wee text me!!!!! so loonnng since we text each other!!! gonna c her 2mr!! 6. Im so bored and anxious for no reason 7. I got like 4 missed call which i dun realise it from a work place tt i went too, maybe i will call 2mr; check my mood 1st 8. I dun feel like goin to e grad coz i want to sleep the whole day 2mr 9. Im hungry; guess im gonna fried some prataS 10. Maybe watch tv den sleep I visited adek's fren blog n i know some of the ppl in her blog...weird..anw this fren of adek is into fashion+art which is cool n then i got to know another 2 of her frens is a make-up artist n a dancer...so artistic man... I made my choice..age is not a barrier for me to get or achieve what i want; the more i think abt how old i am or gonna be the more i feel that i cant achieve anything.RANDOM. XoxO FarahDiva P.Y.T repeat after me; Sing na na na Supposed to blog but somehow my comp decided not to co-operate with me and there is nothing i can do but just getting angry. So today my comp decided to work together with me and thus here i am blogging. Nothing much had happened for the past for days just tt: 1. we celebrated mother's day at 3 diff places. 2. my entire family is sick. GREAT! and since Im the FIRST one tt was sick till this very day...my mum was the SICKEST among us followed by ge-gerl den adek den baba den yours truly, ME! 3. Been watching Gangland on YouTube n nw my mind is corrupted n i unintentionally picked up some of their hand signs... 4. Im in love wif Milo + condensed milk + raisins = Guilty Pleasure 5. Acc Gary to paragon..at last he bought his Ben Sherman thingy and i kept asking him if he wanna cry anot coz he been wanting it for so long....he den decided to go to topman to get 2 shirts which i den called him GF(including the hand movement) coz he shop a lot like a girl. 6. 2mr is my graduation day. Sunday, May 10, 2009
Baby.food.card.vomit I was supposed to blog yesterdae but...... decided nt to..haha Ok so yesterdae we have family gathering coz my the baby...the baby so so so cute!!!! :) My dad n adek smuggle a lot of pudding from the gathering..lol.. The food was DELICIOUS..i took my own sweet time to enjoy the food eventhough my sisters kept askin me to get dessert nt stuffs.... Oh in the car otw back home ge-gerl vomitted...she asked my dad to stop the car coz she wanted to vomit..since i was beside her i quickly grab anything that can hold her vomit in case she could nt hold in anymore. The thing is my dad did not stop the car which i dunno y...so i took a paper bag and put it in front of her. Well, adek could nt stand the sound of ppl vomitting or smell so she keep hiding her face n cover her nose(ge-gerl did not even vomit yet). Suddenly ge-gerl vomit n she had poor aiming coz she did nt vomit into the bag..it was all over her dress n i had to use my hand to hold her vomit and to open up the bag wider....her vomit was like a fountain. Mummy n adek just keep shouting n laughing coz both of em cant take it. So i had to handle ge-gerl by myself. As we abt to raech to e hse..she vomitted again on the car seat n i had to scoop everything up while all of em(my dad, my sis n my mum) left me wif her. I dunno y i can stabd the vomit but somehow i did...         XoXO FarahDiva |
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